Still

Remembering Carefree Days...

Remember the carefree days of childhood?  Me too.  Sometimes I wish I was still a little girl and didn't have to make any big girl decisions.  Life was much less stressful when I was younger, even just a few short years ago when my boys were toddlers and I didn't know that one of them had a learning disability that would cause him to struggle all through his years of schooling and beyond.  All of us want the very best for our kids, and this isn't what I would have chosen, but God doesn't make any mistakes and He has a purpose and a plan for each one of us.  My son has been struggling lately.  It's difficult to understand, very hard to watch, and I feel just plain helpless.  It's a good thing we know Jesus because He knows and understands all things, and this makes us all the more dependent on Him.  I hope my boy is soon back to normal.  These days it seems like there is one tough decision after another, not just concerning him and his needs, but other things as well.